Saturday, January 16, 2010

No Holding Back

This weekend, I could see my hubby's heart aching. I looked at this big masculine guy who was venting....

frustrations 
and 
heartache.


I could invasion a child only wanting to feel and know that his dad loved him and wanted the best for him. During the past month, we have been through SO much. It has been emotionally draining. 

On top of that, 
my hubby was told by his very own father, 
that he was an accident.  

You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16



This week as they were moving boxes, my hubby was put down by his father time and time again. Anytime my husband shared his knowledge about how he did something, it was shot down with something negative.

My hubby's father tells our very own son that he loves him. My hubby wants to know by his fathers words and more importantly by his actions, that he loves him and is proud of him too. It kills me to see my husband hurting like this. I don't like to put my feelings out to the world, but I could not hold back on this because I don't like to see my husband hurt. He has the biggest heart in world and wold give you the shirt off his back....why does he have to be treated like this?


I have an awesome husband and father to my son. 


 

I am praying that God will heal the hurt and anger my husband's father has and praying that God will bring my hubby a sense of peace and comfort. 


How do you deal with heartache?




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