The past week has been such an emotionally draining week. I keep thinking, we have so many blessings and I need to cheer up, but it seems so much easier said than done.
My husband found out last week that his job will be ending in about a week. Since he is a contractor, he does not qualify for unemployment. We decided we are selling our home for sure. The "For Sale" sign is up. It would be so much easier if we had not spent so much time working on our house. Our house was gutted when we moved in and we started everything from scratch. Now our dream, the home we brought our baby to and all the memories are going to need to go.
I am trying to be the rock for my husband, to encourage him and let him know things will be o.k. We pray together every night.......and when I need to cry, I make sure I don't do it in front of my husband.
This blog is one of my blessings. It is an outlet for me to get my feelings out and to let the tears flow. (I'm sure my PMSing is not helping the situation any).
My in-laws are coming over tonight. We will let them know we don't want to talk about selling our home or my hubby losing his job. We just want to focus on Christmas Eve and making memories with our little boy.
I'm off to take a nap now. Hopefully I feel a little more sunshine when I wake up.
How are you feeling this Christmas and what are you doing to make good memories?
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